2009 means finishing full time work at my favorite job to date after eight months and going on call. It means starting school in March to pursue my dreams. It means regular doctors appointments for the first time since I was a kid, and blood tests every six months. It means one year of the Kings for A Cause, and charity shows every month. It means the opera in January, Cradle of Filth in February and 21 years old in July. It means drinking in the states, and spending more time with my pretty bald lady.
2009 means forgetting the one that distracts me because I know I can never have them. It means moving on from petty issues and ignoring the fact that my step-dad will never change and no matter what he does, my mum will never leave him. It means creating a new life for myself out of the one I have instead of pretending everything's OK, or imagining things might be different one day. It means learning to love myself so that I can learn to love other people. It means letting go of the past so that I can touch people again, and let them touch me.
2009 means hope.
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