Who am I?

I think we all come to a point where we begin to wonder who we are. Right now I am trying to remember who I am and I'm thinking that I've never really known. I know details but I don't know what the big picture that is "me" is.

I am Kieran, in heart if not in legalities. I am genderqueer and proud of it, a dyke and even more proud. I am friend and ally to the transgendered community.

I am damaged by things that were done to me, out of my control as far as I saw it at the time. I am a submissive with very occasional dominant tendancies, but never a Domme, only a top. I am a porn store clerk and a photographer, but I only get paid for doing one of those things. I am a member of the "monday morning clerk party" (what happens at clerk party, stays at clerk party) and the co-founder of a charity drag show.

I am a drag king named Seamus Again, and a queen named Faye Ramones. I'm a ballet dancer in the past and a belly dancer in the present. I am an avid reader of anything I can get my hands on, a game geek (even if I'm not very good at the games). I am a music nut, I can't listen to enough of it. I am a fan of all things morbid with a tendancy towards thinking they are cute.

I am a transit user only because I can't stand drivers and feel much safer when I'm in one of the biggest vehicles on the road reading a book.

I am a daughter, a sister and a friend.

And yet even with all that, I do not know who I am. I can tell you all the little details but cannot sum it up into one word. I think that this year is the year that I will discover it. I am twenty years old, I have so much time left to learn.

I think it's going to be a good journey.

Love and Kisses,
Andro Angel