Saturday, December 5, 2009

Misery made beautiful...

I'm nervous. I'm excited.
I'm a thousand things, and one of them...
...is disappointment.
She didn't fight for me.
She just let me go.
Let me walk into the dragon's lair
and have the great creature strip me bare,
tear me to pieces and leave me aching and wanting...
...more
I wander this night
Back to the dominance
That brings me peace.
And yet...
Why does the one I love treat it
With such...
Indifferance
Is it possible... that the young one
has already won her...
heart?
I can't think of it... I won't
And so the dragon I go
To forget...
to breath...
to live...
To feel her lash my flesh...
...and be reborn into peace