Sorting Life...

I'm working my way bit by bit through life these days. I was sick for two weeks and have only been back at school for a week. But the point is I'M HERE! I missed school - daytime televsion is the pits!

Both litters of kittens my cat studded for have been born. Four each, and all eight have opened their eyes. There's two really sweet white ones, two dark tabbys, three black, and one - for some reason - orange. They are super sweet. Puff, my ex's cat, has moved her kittens under the bed now that they are moving around. Boobs' kittens aren't moving as much yet. No walking at least. Mum has said that I can have one, bringing the total of cats in our once cat-free house to two. Hopefully I will move downstairs soon and then, who knows.

I'm getting my tattoo worked on today. It's been almost a year since I started it, and I'm stoked to get more work done finally. I'll post pictures soon!

Anyways, off I dash. Must pay attention to class.
-K

Lost

You're walking through my thoughts,
Running through my dreams
And all at once I have to wonder
If anything is what it seems

If the choice I made
On that cool winter night
Was the thing to make me happy
The thing to make it right

What I thought would happen
The reason I went away
Has been growing colder
Cannot be kept at bay

So I sit here thinking
Of all that we did share
I wonder if you still love me
I wonder if you care

Or is it too late...

T-minus six days...

In six days I leave this life that I've discovered in Edmonton, leave the girl I fall for a little more each day and hope for the best as I fly back into BC. The girl I'm with is flying back with me for a week and I'm bringing my cat with me as well. Some parts of Edmonton will come with me... but still, it feels a little off. I was just getting comfortable with this whole Edmonton thing, just starting to settle and I'm uprooting again, completely of my own choice.

I picked up my cat from my old apartment today, I just can't bear to leave him there any longer. Pretty much everytime I go down there, there's no food or water and the litter box is a mess. It worries me. It's much more comforting to watch him being chased around by my roommate's 5 month old kitten. Very cute.

What am I going to do when I get back to BC? I'm still trying to figure out what's going on at my school and I've given up emailing them since it wasn't producing results. However, I am going down there when I get back and whining at Christa until she tells me what's happening with me completeing classes.

Wish me luck...

Subversion is the key.
-K

Can't stay mad...

... when she looks at me, cuddles up to me. I'm frustrated and I try to stay angry but she snuggles up against me, nibbles at my neck. She's just so darn cute that I smile and laugh with her and everything's alright again.

And the sex is great...

Subversion is the key.
-K

My Sweet Love...

Had a fantastic night with my lady fair. Went to the library and learned tons about counterinsurgency while searching for books for a project she's working on. She didn't have time to head down before they closed, so I got to help out ^.^ I found her tons of resources and am quite pleased with what I picked out. She seems to be too.

Came to her house after going home to shower, shave and put on some make up, and had a great dinner - gotta love a woman who can cook AND work on cars - and a great time afterwards lol. I think it was some of the best sex we've had so far. I'm off this weekend and plan to fill my time with flea market hunting, clubbing and hopefully more mind-blowing sex ^.^

Subversion is the key.
-K

New look, New Year...

If anyone still reads this thing, you may have noticed a change in scenery. One can only handle the same layout for so long and this one got sick of that old layout. So, out with the old, in with the new. And the news.

I've been off citalopram for almost a month now. I'm struggling a little, trying to keep away that dark place that chased me into the land of pills, but for the most part am doing ok. That fact is mostly due to the support of an incredible new person in my life. When I moved to Edmonton, I kind of expected to date my girl and not get too close to anyone else. I knew I had to come back for school and I was scared to lose people. Instead, I found an amazing woman who's journey to get where she is inspires me every day.

I finally got a new camera, a Nikon D200. Not a brand new camera, not the highest in it's class, but a damned good camera as the case may be and I'm fairly impressed with it so far. I need to get out and do a good shoot with it, see how it compares to my old D60, and start saving for a D700. (Of course, by the time I've done that, there will be a newer, shinier version to purchase for twice the price and it will be passe.)

I'm losing weight - my favorite belt actually hangs on my hips again, and not even at the furthest hole, but instead, two in, and resting more comfortably than when it was at the last hole. I don't see a big differance when I look in the mirror, but my clothes whisper that I am indeed shrinking.

At the moment, no more news, because it's 4am and there is a beautiful woman sleeping in bed waiting for me to get sleepy and come cuddle her.

Subversion is the key...
-K